Sunday, June 7, 2009

Working

Well, at work and on a break. It's the weekend and a Sunday so super slow. Pretty bored and pretty sure it makes for bad customer service, because your dragging so much it is hard to be peppy.

Nervous about quick decision to go, but I think I need to. I also need another person to go maybe, at least that might make it better.

Anyway I should probably get back to work.

I'm super tired.

And don't get off for another two hours.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Costa RIca

To start off I wanted to rectify a mistake. Rebecca pointed out that It has not been four years of dating desert as written in the earlier post, but two or three. It just seems like four.

I feel that I have misled in the state of my well-being. My posts make it seem as if I am trapped in an endless spiral of worry, self pity and loneliness. I guess at times I am and at those times I find myself blogging to help get those thoughts out in the open so they are not trapped in my mind. I guess I should choose a less public domain to spew forth my insecurities, but I think it goes hand in hand with what I am writing and a desire to be heard and understood.

I wonder who reads this.

Anyway, I have decided to go to Costa Rica. As soon as find out how much time I can take off of work I'm booking the ticket and going probably in October.